The Graduate Me.

 

Before I proceed,I would like to share the amazing feel which I had this morning.

I was in the car with my dad and brother,on the way to his college in Balakong.The morning sun was bathing us beautifully,and the warmth from the rays was superb.

It gives me the instant feel-good feeling.

I suggest everyone to experience the feeling.

 

Back to the topic :)

8th October 2011.

Finally,the day I turned from a graduand to a graduate.

It was a splendid feeling, I would say.After waiting for so many years,I am now a proud owner of the Bsc(Hons) in Biotechnology Degree.

To achieve this,I went through many ups and downs.Emotional conflicts,family problem,peer pressure,physical and technical problems.The list goes on and on.

Emotional conflict.That was the biggest problem of all.

It was difficult to struggle through,but I thank the God for helping me through.I have amazing friends who held my hand when I am at the worst state of mind.My family backed me up with endless support,though I know they were a little disappointed with me.They expected a stronger and though little daughter.Nevertheless,the filled me with all their love.

Family problem.

Not with my nuclear family,but my extended family.

So much hope I had upon them,in the end all I get is backstabbing.Shocked I was when I learnt the truth,but it was indeed a good thing that I finally learnt about the true colors of them.

Another problem was the acceptance of me getting into a private university.From my childhood,I have been a straight A scorer in all my big exams.5A’s in UPSR,7A’s in PMR and also 8 A1 and 2A2 for SPM.

Just because I did not get CGPA 4.00 in my matriculation days,I was seen as a dirt.I was disgusting to them.And when I enrolled myself into AIMST University,they disapproved.Though they are living not far away,they NEVER came to visit me.And they claim to be my aunties and uncles whenever we spoke.

Peer pressure.

Too much peer pressure to handle with.

I can’t disobey my parents just because I want to have fun,can I?

Though my parents might not know what am I up to,but I just can’t help doing things behind my parents.

I also learnt who are real friends and who are not.A very important lesson, I would say.

Many types of friend I met; racist friends,I-am-always-right friends,self-conscious friends,I-am-pretty friends,beauty conscious friends,good friends,caring friends,hardworking friends,selfish friends,good-hearted friends,famous friends,self-reserved friends and so many other friends.

All I can say is I thank the God again,for showing me so many characters of life,which helps me to learn more and more on what and how is life all about.

And I also thank those friends who are there by my side throughout my life.You guys were there from the beginning of my life,and will always remain there till the end of my life.

Physical and Technical problems.

Other problems of life.Money problem.Happens in everyone’s life,except those who were born with a silver spoon in their mouth.

Roommate problem.Roommates who have been a pest in your life(cleanliness especially!!).

Health issues.Self-esteem issues(I always feel that I am not pretty enough though I get compliments at times..T_T).

And so many other issues.

 

Regardless all the problems I had,I can proudly say that throughout my degree studies,I never had my results to decrease.All my results were improving from one semester to another.This proves that no matter how big the problem is,I can always overcome them.Cheers to myself!!!

The whole graduation process was so much fun,and tiring of course.

As I my name was called to receive the scroll,it felt as if I am walking through the longest walk of my life,though it was merely a few steps before I get my scroll from the Chancellor.I was all nervous,and my Dean told me not to be nervous when he turned the tassel from right to left (Was I that obvious??).

When I walked pass my parents in the hall,I almost failed in controlling my tears.I had this mixed feeling of happiness and proud for my parents.All their prayers had been answered and I have made them proud.My brother even told me that my mom teared..and that would be the best gift for me.

I did not snap many photographs,too bad that my battery died.But I did not feel disappointed at all.I spoke to the person I wanted to,I met my friends and I was all contended.

The best part of all,I was one of the Dean’s List Award recipient Faculty Level.It was a pleasant surprise for me,enough to make my university life memorable.

 

I dedicate this sweet success for my parents,my friends,my lecturers,my teachers and the utmost important of all,to the GOD who guided my through my path which was full with prickly thorns and stones with only slight cuts and bruises.

Without them,I might not be who I am now.

 

It is now a whole new never ending journey for me to race on,with only my own self to be carried within.

 

A few snaps~

 

Me at 3.30am

Tired,but happy!

 

With my mum,and she was super tired.

With my brother,Shiva. With my parents and Shiva.With my brother K7. With my brother,Saha.

 Tired face.

Not photogenic T_T

WTH??

Me and my adorable roommate~

 

Till then~